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The Single Individual

Prajjwal Chittori · January 2020

Kierkegaard wanted exactly one phrase on his gravestone: that individual. He spent his life attacking what he called “the crowd,” and his charge against it was strange and specific. He didn’t say the crowd is usually wrong, though he thought it often was. He said something stronger. The crowd is untruth. Not mistaken. Incapable of truth, structurally, by being a crowd at all. Because the crowd’s defining feature is that it dilutes responsibility. In a crowd, nobody has to answer for anything. Everyone did it, so no one did. The numbers are an anaesthetic.

This is the most underrated idea for anyone trying to build something real, and it cuts against nearly everything the modern internet trains into you.

We’re taught to chase the crowd’s verdict as the measure of worth. Consensus gets treated as a proxy for truth. If many people agree it’s probably right, if a thing has traction it’s probably good. Kierkegaard says this is exactly backwards for the things that matter most. Truth, the kind you have to live, is always met by a single individual standing alone, answerable, unable to hide in the count. The moment you let the crowd decide for you, you’ve handed off the one thing that was yours. The responsibility to judge, and to be wrong as yourself instead of safe as part of a mass.

In building, the crowd shows up as the metric. How many liked it, how many agreed, how many are doing the same thing. And the metric is genuinely useful for some questions, distribution, demand, what people will pay for. But it’s lethal for the deepest one, which is should this exist, and do I believe in it. That one can only be answered by the single individual, because the crowd is constitutionally unable to answer it. A crowd can tell you what’s popular. It can’t tell you what’s true, because it has no self to stake on the answer. Outsource your conviction to it and you’ll only build what already has consensus, which by definition doesn’t need you.

There’s a courage cost here Kierkegaard names plainly. To be the single individual is to give up the anaesthetic. Decide alone and you can’t spread the blame if you’re wrong. No crowd to dissolve into, no “everyone thought so.” You’re exposed. That exposure is the price of conviction, and it’s why most people quietly prefer the crowd while complaining about it. The crowd is wrong sometimes, but it never leaves you holding the bag alone.

This is also the real answer to the age of the algorithmic feed, which is the crowd industrialised. A machine purpose-built to tell you, every second, what the mass approves of. To build anything that isn’t a regression to that mean, you have to stand as the single individual against the loudest, most quantified crowd in human history and say: I’ve looked, I judge differently, and I’ll answer for it myself. Credentials don’t give me value, my thoughts do, and a thought you only hold because the crowd holds it was never yours to begin with.

The crowd is untruth. Not because it’s stupid, but because it lets you off the hook, and being on the hook, alone, answerable, is the only place real conviction has ever come from.

Be that individual. Then build what only you can see.


One of a series of essays. I’m Prajjwal Chittori. prajjwalchittori.com.