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Do The Next Thing In Front Of You

Prajjwal Chittori · August 2017

There’s a passage where Marcus, clearly tired, gives himself the simplest possible instruction. Don’t let your imagination get crushed by picturing the whole of your life at once — every trouble, all the work, the entire weight landing on you at the same time. Just do the thing in front of you, this one, with full attention, as if it were the last thing you’d do. Then the next. The trick to an overwhelming life, he’s saying, is to stop trying to carry it all in one armful.

Most overwhelm is a rendering error. The task in front of you is almost always doable — write this function, have this conversation, fix this bug, send this message. What crushes you isn’t the next step, it’s the simultaneous projection of every future step stacked on top of it. You’re not exhausted by the work. You’re exhausted by imagining all of it at once, which is a thing you’ll never actually have to do, because the future arrives one unit at a time and so does the doing.

Marcus’s instruction is to collapse the projection and attend only to the present unit. Sounds like productivity advice, and it is, but the deeper layer is that the present unit is the only thing that’s ever actually real or actionable. The future is imagination, the past is memory, and the only place work ever gets done is the narrow now in front of you. Anxiety lives almost entirely in the other two zones — dread is future-tense, regret is past-tense — and the present moment, looked at directly, is usually fine and usually workable.

For a builder, the whole project is overwhelming and the next commit is not. The company is terrifying in aggregate and the one conversation you need to have today is just a conversation. I’ve shipped everything I’ve ever shipped this way, by refusing to let the mountain into the room and only ever looking at the next step. The mountain doesn’t get climbed by being contemplated. It gets climbed by a sequence of next steps, none of which, alone, was ever the mountain.

There’s discipline in this and it’s harder than it sounds, because the mind wants to render the whole load — it feels responsible, even virtuous, to carry the entire future around in your chest. But carrying it doesn’t advance it. It just degrades the one move you could be making right now. Worry is a tax you pay on a debt that may never come due, deducted from the exact resource — present attention — you need to prevent the debt.

So when the whole thing lands on me — the project, the year, the everything — I run the Marcus reduction. What’s the single next thing in front of me. Just that. Do it fully, as if it mattered completely, because right now it’s the only thing that’s real. Then the next. Life gets built the way software does: not in one heroic armful, but one undramatic unit at a time.

You can’t lift the whole life. You were only ever asked to do the next thing.


One of a series of essays. I’m Prajjwal Chittori. prajjwalchittori.com.